Love turned to lies

Written by Anna

Monday, November 24, 2008

Well my story is crazy. I have been married for 12 yrs a bad marriage of domestic violence and mental abuse. Left many times but never had the strength or courage to get out of the marriage besides the fear of leaving him. During a fight with my husband my usual routine was to get out of the house to avoid my problems and take a walk. My walk one nite ended up meeting a guy in my neighborhood and becoming friends with him. We kept it friendly until one nite of drinking, him and I ended up having a steamy love affair on our others. My husband caught on quickly I was too afraid to come home that nite thats when my life went upside down. This new lover and I couldn't stay away from each other. He ended up fighting my husband in the street. As my new man was protecting me from the arguements that were taking place. Weeks pass my husband leaves unwillingly and this new man and I decide to pack it in and run off to my relatives to get away from this drama. I fell in deep love with this man cant sleep without him, cant eat, just insane my heart flutters in his presence. Well long story his behavior changes find out he's a felon from the law. Police come over looking for him, he leaves me one day without even saying bye. Calls me 2 weeks later to apologize but now i keep finding out how many lies he told me. He still wants to be with me but Im confused not knowing if I can ever trust him again. To top it off he also stole $ from me when he left cuz he was afraid of the law catching up with him. He claims he's turning himself in for some petty stuff and wants me to marry him after he gets out of jail. I know time will tell he calls saying sorry but dont know if I could forgive him. But my heart is so hurt and at the same time I don't want to let go either. I left one bad situation and got into another one now I'm alone and depressed trying to get over him and my husband. No less the new one cant even take care of me as he has a record and hard to get a job. So I'd be the one to take care of him in the long run but I can hardly take care of myself as I was spoiled by my ex. I just dont know what to do. Just wish my feelings for him would just erase so I can move on. Comments (0) Write comment Name Email Title Comment Add Comment Powered by Azrul's Jom Comment